毕业了！！终于离开中学的生涯咯~~

离开了！！我终于离开了！！离开学校的感觉很棒！！因为我终于解脱了。。
根本不想呆在学校！！因为我并不觉得学校真的让我感到很安全。。。但是，却总是
听见别人说：现在很想离开学校，长大后就会明白原来学校是最安全，最欢乐的地方”
我当然明白，。。。只是这一切我都不曾感受过，所以我有另类的想法。。。

就这样离开咯！！这些年来的埋怨与烦恼。。就在今天11月27号。。彻彻底底的消失。。
以前，我不用读书。。口口声声说我会努力读书，会不断增进自己的知识。。可是我却发觉
原来自己不曾用功读书。。这就是我最逊的地方！原来我的心已经飞到九霄云外了。。。
几时漂回来，我不晓得！但我知道。。当它正在漂回来的当儿，一切已经太迟了。。。

我输了。。我是个很差劲的人！！我没有用功读书，成绩不好是因为自己生活过的无忧虑，
所以以前有不对的念头，总认为我一定吃得饱，不愁不恼。。现在就错了。。。人人的成就
是靠自己拼搏得来的！！一切也不容易。。但是我却在此刻才清醒。。原来这5年来，我没有认真
听课。。也没有负起当学生的责任，功课总是向同学借来抄。。更是逊上加逊！！

5年，中一的年头，刚买新校服，很开心。。裙子穿起来很长。。。看见学校全部人穿浅蓝
色的裙子（女生）而不是深蓝色的，很不习惯，。。。但。。就这样。全部已经成了我生命中
的历史与回忆！！很想把一切美好的才藏在心底，把不好的抛开而去！！！如今的我，是一个对
校服有点厌倦的人了。。。今天3：15分，大家考完EST后，大声喊叫。。。因为实在太开心了！！
因为人人心中都把这极大地压力藏得很久。。终于释放了。。原来旧的一切即将结束了。。。明天
又是新的开始！！！

要回家时，我在门外等爸爸。。爸爸来到了，我便走向前去开车门。。谁知，在这时刻。。
有人叫着我的名。。我便好奇的转头看一看，原来是班上的男同学用手向我说声byebye...
我超感动的！因为我不是他们的朋友，也没有和他们交谈。。可是他们却很开心的向我道别。。
这时刻，我总终于明白。。“再见亦是朋友”

离别时，朋友个个各分东西了。。有些很早就回了。。有些坐朋友的车出去。。。看见人人
心情愉快，我偷偷在心理为大家高兴！！今天真的很开心!!!!!但愿明天新的开始。。一切会更好！！

the exam in the corner!!!

OMG!!how can i do???wat will i do if my result is so bad??i started regret!!!
why i will be lazier like now??i'm a lazier n irresponsible girl,but how to change my
attitude??i'm very trouble now!!

11/11/08.first exam day,is BAHASA　ＭＥＬＡＹＵ，that is our nation launguage,
the most important language in MALAYSIA,i'm very worry too...i worried the karangan
part,if that moment i don't hav any idea to write in white paper,i think my life will
very suck after the exam!!!

my fren..my sincerely fren!!!my family member..n all the people that are supported me
always time,please!!!....please don give up me!!i need ur support!!!i neeｄ ur love...
i'm very scare u know??whenever i think the result,it's terrible u know???


In the last moment,now...i juz can do...is to remember all the vital words n
some tips n the skill 4 writting...I juz hope my result will be passed only!!!!it is simple
wish..do u think that too??hope my dream true...don cry!!!bless myself!!!

婚姻真面目。。。

憧憬成为一个漂亮又幸福的新娘子？？

请先看清婚姻真面目，才慎重决定好不好要为一时的漂亮和
幸福，让自己丑陋和不幸一辈子。


男人“入错行”，上班会很痛苦；女人“嫁错郎”下班会很痛苦。
婚前，男人像传令兵；婚后，男人像指挥官。

以前提到结婚，想到“天长地久”；现在提到结婚，想到“能撑多久”

当初会结婚，说是“看上眼”；后来会离婚，说是“看走眼”

婚前，爱情是神化；婚后，爱情是笑话。

婚前，你是最美的；婚后她是最美的。

嫁入“豪门”，要懂得理财；嫁入“寒门”，要懂得生财。

婚前，男人在餐厅等女人；婚后，女人在客厅等男人。

婚前，做什么都是“浪漫”；婚后，做什么都是“浪费”

婚前，男人很幽默；婚后，男人很沉默。

婚前，男人天天盯着女人；婚后，女人天天盯着男人。

婚前，没话找话说；婚后，有话也不说。

婚前，男人经常找女人“讨论”；婚后，男人只告诉`女人结论。

婚前，男人对她悄悄讲话；婚后，男人对她大声说话。


想结婚，是自己已能独立；想离婚，是子女已能独立。。。。。
以前的人，视婚姻生活为“一辈子”；现代的人，视婚姻生活如“一阵子”。


希望大家可以领悟。。谢谢！！

（取自：中国晚报）-马来西亚

get sick la...

hai ya...i feel so shame lo..2day exam still continued...but i .!!!coz of yesterday lo,
who ask me 2 eat tat "hot n vicious rice"//so i always get flu lo!!no,actually if i
drink 2 much of water, i can control my body temperature,but..yesterday the water
so laku..not enough 4 me..

so..tat nignt i got sick lo! In the class 2 day,it is very shame coz the noisy voice come
from me..tat is ..i used my tisu paper n ....haiya!! tat is no need to tell everybody la!!
the exam will finished 2 moro..freedom come 2 me!i' m really happy!! i wanna freedom.
i don 1 study!!! i hate the physic, chemistry Biology n sejarah!! i think i'm not interest in..


do i wrong?? I choose the wrong way?? don want 2 say too much...i'm very tired now!
i hav tuition later...back to grind.. A small kids doen't hav an enough time 2 rest lo...
Bye bye...

exam lo...

I felt very tired at the same time...that is..wat the purpose of coming exam?
do u know how i feel if i cant answer tat all questions!!!come on..how i will do ??
if i really study hard ,u think i will get a good result>?wat come 2 me,i dont care..
i juz hope i will study well n do the best!!

Actually, i hated my lazier...haha..tat is when i think i got much time to read books,
so i don force myself 2 carry on the back!!I' m very lazy gal...n a lazy student!!Why i said
like tis?coz i don finished my all homeworks tat teacher gave!!my frens had already done
well,but..when i come 2 school, i juz ask 4 help,that is,i lend the exercise from my frens..
haha..n i copy down all their working lo!!!


hai...SPM juz in the corner,how can i used my remain time to remember all 11 subjects?
I seem to be crazier...like..a moment i need to understand all n answer all!!!OMG..that is
very nervous...but i really worry n scared too...haiz..who can help me??

i don hav any intension,but i always think the after result will bring me to a location
which may comfortable or feel pain!!so.how i must do 2 improve myself?don say ask
teacher against,,i totally disappointed wif the teacher...they often said:if u don understand,
u can ask me"but if i wanna ask them ,i can felt tat what come out from their face?I,like
a stupid! sometime the teacher teach me,but i forgot 2..U think i'm happy?

some teacher are very good n kind,but a class,35above students,u think..the teacher will
teach me a person?don said after school stay at the class or went 2 their offiece..
i oso want,but..nobody can take me home...my bus was left...how can i do?ask teacher
bring me home..i'm sorry,i don wat do like tat..if i failed..how can i facing them ??
I really scared!!